My Story@My Diary

新年

2012-01-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

今年的新年

过得很疯狂，很好玩

虽然唯一的遗憾是没有回家乡

不然应该更好玩

然后今年是一直赌博的一年

去到谁的家拜年都是要开赌一下的

学会了打麻将

真的还不错玩的

明年再来打

然后就是现在要收拾心情了

紧张的时刻即将就要来临

把握时间咯~

Unfinished Stuffs

2012-01-19T00:03:00.002+08:00

Still. Working with those assignments again, they are like keep coming continuously without even a small break. Wish to finish all of them by CNY. But it seems really tough. After working on them for such a long time, I still left with 3 assignments and 2 reports. Chiong a!!!

Few of us had a talk with lecturers, or to be more accurate, to clear our doubts.

Come out with a conclusion : Unforeseen future. The only thing we can do is to work hard and leave no regrets. We can't restart our life just as how we restart our computers. Do appreciate with what we have now.

Lack of feeling to celebrate CNY now. But I think when time comes, I will definitely be in CNY mood.

I want to sleep

2012-01-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

Am having a hectic lifestyle. Feel that I could close my eyelids anytime, anywhere due to the reason that I AM SERIOUSLY lack of sleep these days. It has been a long time since I have started the habit of sleeping in the midnight and waking up in the early morning despite the weekend previously.

Chinese New Year is coming soon. Haven't bought new shoes, new shirt, new........ Nothing new at all. Lazy to buy those things yet my dad will definitely nag at me again. See 1st, see whether I will draw out some times for buying new clothes or not.

Feeling damn tired now. Will it be an early night tonight?

2 Days

2012-01-16T00:21:00.003+08:00

Doing nothing for the entire weekend. ><

But feeling much better today, although having a nightmare yesterday.

Relaxed for 2 days and need to buck up again starting from tomorrow.

Hew~ Assignments, projects and presentations week~

=有时只是很希望有人可以替我着想=

坚持想法

2012-01-12T16:31:00.005+08:00

很少

很少会坚持自己的想法

因为每个人都有自己的想法

所以从以前到现在

通常对很多事情都会有自己的想法，只是不会坚持

会感觉双方都坚持自己想法的时候，情况会很僵，会吵架，会影响关系

很不喜欢这样的感觉

赫然发现，这绝对不是应有的态度

有些事情，自己真的很想做，如果有机会就要坚持

不要总是放弃自己的想法

就像理想一样，不应该是因为一些周遭的影响而被改变的

很担心会破坏人与人之间的关系，才发觉这些实际上来说是讨论切磋

意见分歧是很正常的事

公事归公事，私事归私事

所以照理说讨论是不会破坏关系的对吗？

可是却对这问题的答案有点疑惑

很少会这样坚持

好像是难得的勇气，可是觉得人就是会改变

以前以前的我，很没有主见

过后的我，有主见有想法但是不会坚持

现在的我，希望会是个有主见有想法，也能坚持自己真正想做的事情

当然不是觉得我什么都对，会接受别人的意见

当然也不是做所有事情都面对这样的问题

从以前到现在，很少在讨论之中跟队友起争执

其实主要原因就是一直不坚持

总的来说，总觉得这是缺点应该被改进

所以跨出了一步

没有想要吵架的意思也很不像怕情况搞到很僵，这是我最不愿意看到的

可是心里还是会过意不去，希望不会有什么影响

只是既然人各有志

就让大家朝各自的志向前进吧

Reflect

2012-01-11T22:49:00.003+08:00

Feeling tired throughout the day. Couldn't fall asleep yesterday night. Was thinking, thinking and thinking about a lot of things. Reflected on myself, what should I do, and what I want to achieve?

Although my future is unknown, but no doubt, tend to get what I hope for. Since I am given a chance for something, I should appreciate what I am given.

There are no perfect men in this world. It's important to know the weaknesses of ourselves and improve from your weaknesses. I am trying to do that right now, with determination.

No pains, no gains

2012-01-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Improvement should be done. Should really work harder. No pains, no gains. I believe if one really works hard to achieve something, high probability that he/she will achieve what he/she wants.

Target for this week: To get all assignments and projects done.

开心就好

2012-01-09T20:14:00.003+08:00

虽然这张图片真的不是很美，但是它就是我现在想要表达的。发觉现在越来越不会计较了，也越来越不想计较了，这是好事。有时太过计较，内心会出现不平衡的状态。

很多事情，不需要那么计较。在自己能力范围内，能做就做。不需要觉得委屈，不需要觉得不公平。不要总是被自己的心魔影响。无论如何，最重要还是开心的面对一切最好。

2012

2012-01-07T18:33:00.003+08:00

其实现在回想起来还是介意的

只是没有说出那种感觉

往往都是如此

总觉得感觉很不对

也许只是我太在意

2012年，新的一年

想要说的是

没有什么感觉==

矛盾

2011-12-28T23:20:00.004+08:00

总是很矛盾

明明觉得我可以很不在意

才发现原来我是那么的在意

乖乖做功课吧

看着他人的努力

会觉得自己有多么的堕落

❤2年❤

2011-12-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

❤ 731 天 ❤

整天讲我没有写什么给你，现在就写一写什么给你看吧 *委屈-ing =P

不知不觉就两年了

这两年以来没有什么狂风暴雨，没有雷

似乎都是晴天

很好，比起总是高低起伏不定，我更喜欢这般的平静

虽然在恋爱中，可是却感觉很自由，很不被束缚，这种感觉很好

谢谢你的体谅，你的善解人意etc

可是你一定在想：有咩？

不要夸你太多

不过事实上，真的有

不要质疑 =P

要不然我们应该不会毫无争吵吧

可能大家总是太忙，很少联络，就像最近已经接近1个月我们没有什么联络了

也许会错过对方很多生活上的点滴，不过相信以后还有很多很多相处的机会，一定说到7788的

今年的圣诞约定要在明年履行哦.^^

这两年，有你的陪伴，很开心，生活也变得更充实

要一直这样继续走下去哦^^

20/12/11 A Visit to Jurong Bird Park

2011-12-24T11:42:00.002+08:00

Went to Jurong Bird Park on 20/12/11 with a group of International Student, I think all of the students are Malaysian, led by a Singaporean teacher and a Myanmar teacher. It was such a long time I've never been there, think at least 13 years?! Even I went there once when I was young, but all the memories have been deleted from my brain, not even a scene, maybe I was too young that time.

Woohoo. I thought I will be late as we decided to meet at 9.00am at Boon Lay Mrt, yet I think I reached JB custom at 8.15am due to overslept == but then, I think ended up I late for 2 minutes. Hahaha. So a group of us took bus from Boon Lay bus interchange and heading to Jurong Bird Park!

A group photo

Saw a lot of birds for sure. But then lazy to upload all the birds' photos. Cos I don't know when I will finish uploading those pictures. lol

This pink colour bird is so cute ^^ You don't even know when is it shy, cos it's in pink colour, you couldn't notice when it is blushing. *Lame

I think throughout the journey, I only remember this bird's name. Caribbean Flamingo.

Went in the World of Darkness. It was so cool!!! A lot of owls inside there. And there were like just moving their head all the time without moving their body or flying, so many of us asked a question: "are they fake??" But I doubt so. Notice the picture above, they even stayed in an air-con room.

Took picture in the toilet with Yoke Teng.

Lalala. Cute penguin!!! They were really so cute, wish to bring 1 home. Lol

This is the what discovery place already. Oh gosh, I forget the name, is it discovery centre? Aiya, something like that. =( Poor memory I have.

The ostrich egg is very big. And it can withstand a people weight without breaking. But I think the person cannot be too fat right? What if the person is 200kg??!!

There's waterfall inside the bird park.

The dolls are cute~

Saw a lot of performances also during this journey. I think the 1 I remember the most was that 1 of the parrots name Sexy know how to talk in english and chinese and even sing a Malay song. damn cool!!

Went home about 2pm+ i think? A nice journey. But then I am really lazy to go back to Singapore during holiday. lol

双重人格？

2011-12-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

双子座 = 双重性格？？

有时候真的觉得我好像有双重人格

所以凡事都很矛盾

今天觉得我好像很冷血咧，被那个YT讲我冷血

有时候真的觉得我最很多事情都毫无所谓，正常来说至少都会有些伤感

我却不会

可是有时候我又觉得我泪腺很发达，很容易掉眼泪

怪人一个><

迟点等他们上完照片再写今天Jurong Bird Park之旅~~~

Happy meeting with friends

2011-12-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

Talked damn a lot these few days

Long time never have such a happy chatting with all of you!!!

Friday: 1st round- Yeesin, Hui Ling, Shan Wei & Yen Swen

2nd round- Sihua, Weiyuan, Yeesin again, Nic & Weihong

But for the 2nd round, sorry, I was kinda dead beat><

Saturday- Hui Ling, Wen Ying

Wen Ying's bed is sooooo comfortable, and I miss the titbits but not you =P

Monday- Hui Ling again><, Shan Wei, Sean, TK, Ah Weng

hahaha.. damn fun meeting with all of you!!

I got a feeling that we are sort of back to the secondary school life

The action, the way we communicate etc.

无所谓

2011-12-18T23:23:00.003+08:00

跟预料中的一样

今天心情不好

唉~要慢慢改掉我总爱发牢骚的习惯

因为总觉得牢骚发太多别人也会觉得烦得

一直重复说算了啦，无所谓

嘴里说的无所谓

事实上内心还是很有所谓==

我不知道为什么这样一件事情会让你们心理那么不平衡

好啊，你们要讲就讲，私底下要说什么就说什么，facebook要post什么status就post什么

我没有办法控制

毕竟那是你们的自由

我也无权干涉

我保持沉默，不想把事情搞到更疆，选择不说出我心里话

你们说到够吧，可能你们会更好过

不是我很伟大也不是我在装伟大，我根本不伟大

因为就算要说可能我也过不了自己这一关--说不出口

别人要说什么，我也没有办法控制，所以又有什么办法？

何况我又这样会发牢骚

不是你们认为的就是一切

不是什么事情都要说出来

有人默默耕耘，难道就会被别人认为他什么都没有做，因为他什么都没有说？

有时候事情总是很矛盾

一个人做了一些事情就有所表示，可以说是在show off自己做了什么，有时有只是纯粹想让别人知道至少他有付出，不想让别人认为他什么都没有做

而默默耕耘的如果别人没发现，别人也不知道他到底付出了多少，也许这个人也不会在意别人怎么样想

其实真的没有想到一件事情可以搞到这样疆

不过一切都结束了

虽然说现在还是处于伤心的状态中

不过相信这种不怎么有长期影响力的事情很快就会在我脑海消失

可能我睡一觉过后就不会再想起了

前天才自己认为自己很久没有哭了

听说很多人看那些年看到哭得稀里哗啦，很感动

我却一点感动+一点想哭的感觉都没有

结果今天却有点控制不了

可以说这是我有史以来办到最不开心的活动

总之这件事告一段落

我知道你们的想法知道你们的心态

我不会再理会这件事情

这件事情就随着这一篇部落格的结束告一段落

Pissed off

2011-12-16T16:25:00.006+08:00

Seriously pissed off. It's really within my expectation.

It's not that everyone will have the same perspective as you, it's not that we should follow what's exactly you are thinking. Everyone has different perspective of view, you don't care about that doesn't mean I do not. It might be something extremely important to me as compared to the thing that you think is more important. Judging criteria for everyone varies. Is it really a must to follow what's others say blindly? And is it really no alternative such that you much do it this way?

We have our own opinion. And seriously if you think I am really at fault and if you think I am really doing nothing, pardon me for saying this, I have done my job for my role, and you didn't ask me to do anything else, and it's only that THING I was really unwilling to do. I did tell you I am free and can help out to do anything, you are the one who didn't reply me and ended up there were still something to do which I can help with. If you really think that I don't commit or what-so-ever, I am speechless, but never mind. Just please don't show me the kind of face as if I am at fault for everything. And I believe that if you start to have prejudice towards others, you will against him/her most probably.

Members will be given roles for each event. Different people incharge of different thing. Can't be saying my role is secretary, you didn't ask me to do anything else and you expect me to help in everything. If not = no commitment. WTH??!!

Well, I regretted for what I said. You are good in something but not really that good. I will definitely realize what I decided last time. Going to have a disgusting Sunday!

FreeDom

2011-12-16T11:44:00.001+08:00

Lalala

Just finished my last paper few minutes ago.

TIRED le, yesterday slept for less than 3 hours @@

Long time never sleep for such a short time liao

Aiyo

Eager to meet you all!!!

If and only if I dont need to go for that.. ><

Hope I wont be late

预感

2011-12-15T13:51:00.002+08:00

有种不好的预感

希望明天此事不会发生

虽然说有自己的想法

虽然说觉得没有做错

可是却认为在别人眼里你是错的

而最终搞到自己好像真的是错的

不过无所谓

I go for what I want

勉强是没有幸福的

Choice

2011-12-14T20:23:00.005+08:00

Can't hope for everything. Sometimes you need to sacrifice something in order to get the more preferable 1.

It's exactly the same with one of the business theories. But suddenly couldn't remember what's that term. Studied economic module last year and can't remember every single thing of it anymore.

Well, I know what's more important for me, and I believe that I have the right to choose. I am willing to sacrifice that without hesitation cos frankly speaking, that's not something I really want.

2 more papers to go.

More to go

2011-12-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

Finished with 4 papers in 2 days! more than half of the total papers.

3 more to go.

Could enjoy 2 weeks holiday after this!

pek cek

2011-12-11T00:28:00.001+08:00

目前处于很pek cek的状态

zzz..

没错，post很短

好像在facebook post status这样短

Easily distracTted

2011-11-30T21:23:00.005+08:00

I am easily distracted ><. Hardly concentrate AHHHHH. Post my timetable out, so that I could keep reminding myself. Haha. Don't know is it useful or not.

The otak tonight was simply delicious. =)

Do nothing

2011-11-28T11:56:00.003+08:00

Do nothing during the weekend. Wasted 2 days time again. Well, I am always like that.

Looking forward to welcome the coming holiday~ My mind is fully occupied by holiday and what to do during holiday etc. I am going to play and play and play during this holiday. Hopefully there's not many activities for me to work on although currently I have 3 events to work on.

Exam is around the corner. Should start studying already ba >< Hesitating whether should I take my piano exam next year? Seems there's not enough time for me to practice and so far I have learned a piece out of 3 pieces. ><

Going to have presentation few hours more.

O.o

2011-11-25T22:45:00.003+08:00

Keep forgetting things and act very blur these days, especially today.

1. Forgot to throw something that must be thrown today morning.

2. Forgot to take something from my friend that is needed to be used tomorrow/Sunday.

3. Accidentally left my things in the sensory room at 12pm+. Realised when it was 5pm+. And forgot where I put those things. Searched in the laboratory and even lecturer's office.

4. Forgot whether my piano teacher return the remaining $ to me last week or not.

5. Brought my water bottle down stair to be refilled, went down stair without doing anything, and brought my water bottle back again to my room without refilling ><

AND I lost my thumbdrive in school I guess? Don't know where I put it.

决定在于你

2011-11-24T23:41:00.006+08:00

人的一生当中有多少的成败，多少的迷惘，多少的不愿意

道路不会永远是一条单向道

在十字路口之际，你会选择哪个方向？

不要什么都还没有做就抱怨

不要还没有努力就说没有成果

要验收成果真正掌握在自己的手里

很多成功不是必然

是在于你付出了多少

很少会羡慕别人

即使是当别人做的比自己好的时候

只会觉得是自己不够努力

放的心思不比别人多

而别人成功背后的努力有多少

我们又何尝知道呢？

虽然说运气也是个很重要的因素

但是确实掌握不了的因素

运气好没有实力 = 0

碰上好运气+实力 = 出人头地

决定还是在于自己

Rainy day

2011-11-23T21:17:00.006+08:00

The weather is so nice that I could fall asleep every single second? Haha. Tests coming soon and I should work hard this semester as I regretted so much for not studying for the common test last semester. But didn't blame myself too much on that too. Blaming doesn't help, instead of looking to the past and blaming ourselves, we should work well in the present and in the future.

Basic Pharmacology is a module that can kill us. Why food science student studying pharmacy's module? Although there must be some reason, but very suffer leh. >< AND the slides are damn a lot for each classes. At least 80+ slides per classes with every slides full of words. X.X

Got to do assignments and reports lo~~

Sunshine is delicious, rain is refreshing, wind braces us up, snow is exhilarating; there is really no such thins as bad weather, only different kinds of good weather. - John Ruskin

[粤语] 法证先锋III Forensic Heroes III

2011-11-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

Finished watching this drama an hour ago. LoVe this type of drama. And I believe that Forensic Heroes IV will launch soon.

Well, feeling so drowsy now. Got to sleep before 12am.

16/11/11 SFMA Prize Presentation & Opening Ceremony

2011-11-22T10:13:00.047+08:00

Went to EXPO for SFMA Prize Presentation & Opening Ceremony. Finally the result was going to be announced!! Skipped a lecture - Food Marketing and Innovation. 9 of us including Lin Liang took a small bus to there. Lazy to write leh >< Just finished uploading a loooooot of photos. Let the photos tell the story?? =)

My group, Yoke Teng, Audrey, Kaiwen with manager of our cohort, Mr.Richard

Certificate of participation

Group of Otah Delight + PUMato Kaya

During the prize presentation, when our group name was called, I was like no reaction at all. Maybe due to the factor of I was not concentrate in listening what the MC talk at all, and I was day dreaming?? Haha. Until the moment Kai Wen looked at me unbelievably, and Su Shan them all who were sitting behind me cheering for us, only I realised we got the Best Marketing Potential Award. OMG!!! I was so slow, as slow as a snail, not even tortoise. lol

After the prize ceremony, JUMP shoot!

Look at the right bottom side. XP

By the way, I still remember the moment the DJ announced our result. He said 番茄的kaya tomato. >< it's sweet potato and pumpkin la. aiyo.haha. The prove:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10150387207619213&set=t.728700484&type=3&theater

The photos below were the entries of the competition which displayed during 新加坡食

品展. There are a total of 20 entries.

Our group's product ^^

Otah Delight

Veya Eggless Kaya by NUS

Oishii-soba, a spicy chicken sauce, presented by NP

Herbal Bird Nest's Drink by Singapore Polytechnic

Sambal and Orange Soy Sauce by Singapore Polytechnic

Carrot Nood-lets by NP, I am quite interested in this product and wish to try it so much yet I don't have the chance.. T.T

Chocolate Flavored Filling Bau by Singapore Polytechnic

Bauzza by Temasek Polytechnic which won the Best Packaging Award

Local Sugar Kaya by ITE

Nutri-licious Jam by Singapore Polytechnic

Casserole-to-Go

Merry Poulet by Singapore Polytechnic

Pearl Chinken by Singapore Polytechinic

Lamb rou-Gan by NUS which won the Most Innovating Award

Sharkoball by Singapore Polytechinic

Unisoy by NUS which won the Most Nutritious Award

Fruity Smoothie - Health and Surp-licious by Singapore Polytechnic

Isotonic Fruit Juice - FRUITAID Fruit Juice by Singapore Polytechnic

Crispy ba gua by Singapore Polytechnic

A lot of interesting new food products right? Feel like to try all of them out! Apparently, I won't have the chance. T.T But all of them indeed look sooooo delicious, feel like to eat so much now although I just finished my breakfast. Going to continue my post with foooooood again. Haha.

Went to Changi Airport to celebrate... for our succeed?? After hesitating for some moment, we have decided to have our dinner at tcc. MY COFFEE HOUSE le!!! But hor, the moment I stepped in and looked at their menu, I was totally like don't feel like to eat anymore. Looked at their food pricing, toooooo expensive la. Although the lecturers volunteer to treat us, but I still feel like it's a waste for eating such expensive but ordinary food. The pricing of all of the food and beverage are sooo expensive by only having a nice environment???

Tomato soup. $8.50 It was nice when eat it with bread.

To say the truth, the food there taste normal. I won't dine in there without any special purpose. BUT.. The main thing is all of us were happy, the food was not the main issue during that moment, Maybe due to the factor that we (students) were not the one who pay? HAHAHA. $300.10 for the dinner of 11 people. Wooo.. As well have our dinner in the restaurant right? haha

6/11/11 Dinner

2011-11-22T09:20:00.011+08:00

Initially, we planned to go 四湾岛 to have our faaaaaabulous dinner, but we changed our plan to Gelang Patah, and finally didn't know why we changed to Setia Indah. Maybe it is just too near and convenient for us to get there. Reached there at 7.oopm I think? DAMN A LOT of people there!!! Apparently, we waited for the seat for a looooong time --- almost half an hour. Ordered 7 dishes. And we actually waited for another an hour for them to serve our dishes. Deadly hungry~~~~

Can see from this photo?? Daaaaamn a lot of people throughout the night.

香港菜心

干煎虾禄

四宝滑豆腐

3 x 咸蛋螃蟹. This dish was damn nice. Frankly speaking, this was the 2nd time I eat crab since I was born to this world. LOL. And I was like don't know the method to eat crab. XD

沙皮鸡. The skin of the meat was crispy. Recommend this dish also!

And they forgot to serve the last dish which was...... (I also forgot what was the dish)lol.

Went to Mamak Stall behind my house for the 2nd round. Enjoy the time when all of us gather together.

p.s: Enjoy writing blog during lecture. =P

Random

2011-11-21T12:35:00.012+08:00

Many things happened these days.

Many stories to be written yet I was busy watching drama on Sat and busy going out on Sun and rushing for the report to be handed in today. Buuuuurn midnight oil for my report. The week before last week was totally exhausted. There was not even a second for me to breathe. HAHAHA. Over exaggerating. If this is the case, I am a corpse now. XD

And well, I guess I will slowly update for the things happened previously.

Watched you are the apple of my eye yesterday at Woodlands Causeway Point's cinema.

We were actually sitting on the 2nd row from the screen. No choice, the whole cinema was almost fully seated. It was a nice movie, yet I think books are always nicer than movie. There is limited time for a movie show yet there's no limited pages for a novel. Author can always express themselves fully in a novel. Although the storyline is quite similar to that of the novel, but quite a lot of things are missing. Overall, it's quite nice.

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After some thought, shouldn't care too much for what others have done. I don't mind and there's no need for me to mind as I don't really care for him/her?? Treat different people in different way and I shall make some changes to myself also. It might be a good thing for not bothering something that is not necessary to be bothered. "Good medicine bitter mouth"--良药苦口..LOL.. But I will only say to those whose I care for. Are you the one???

很不舒服

2011-11-15T20:31:00.005+08:00

从上个星期五开始就这样了

那时比较糟，有头疼

过后的几天很累，一直很累

早上觉得很累

中午昏昏欲睡

晚上隐隐作痛

刚才睡了1个小时多

现在还是觉得不舒服

晚餐吃了3口就吃不下了

还有作呕的感觉

啊......我决定要好好休息了

这个星期五开始

SFMA Food Concept Competition

2011-11-06T10:17:00.018+08:00

It has been months since we 1st started to prepare for this competition. A competition organised by SFMA annually. We were given a topic on Eggless Kaya. It seems to be an additional module that we have to work on. We indeed spent a lot of time and effort in preparing and "innovating" a new food product. It's quite challenging as there are lots of things we were unfamiliar with. Although doing research online might be helpful, yet theoretical information varies with practical stuff. Nothing much to say about the previous hard works we have done.

Let's come to the actual competition day.

Plating stuffs

Chef, Mr.Andrew was helping us in plating decoration

Plating done by Chef Andrew. Does it look high class? =P

We were rushing for almost everything before we departed to Redhill, where the competition held at. Should be depart at 1.45pm, yet few minutes before that time, we were still busy ironing our clothes, printing information, checking any miss out for the things we bring etc.......

Time flies. It was 4.30pm and it finally reached our turn to present. I think we were the only group which didn't use mic. No choice, 1 hand holding with the script, another hand holding with the pointer. I have not enough hand for me to hold the mic. Yet I don't feel like standing in front of the mic stand and talk. It's like very stone. The pupil incharged there kept asking me to use as she said the people behind couldn't hear what the presenters talk. I told her I will be loud enough, yet she said they tried before, but the answer is no. I tried convincing her and I was successful. After presenting, Shi Ning told me, one of the guests sitting besides her said 酱大声，好像要吵架.. LOL.. >< Shouldn't be that loud.

SUUUUUUPER relax once we finished the presentation.

Took these photos after presentation.

Our product and Lin Liang which is the lecturer who looks suuuuuper young.

With NUS students and lecturers.

A lot of new food products being developed by students from ITE, Poly and NUS. Take a look at those pictures. There were 20 teams actually. But the pictures below only showed 5 teams' products out of 20 teams.

Otah delight by Shi Ning's group. A brand new idea that incorporate Otah into Dim Sum. It's really nice!

Nutritious UniSoy made by NUS students. I like the packaging.

Mutton rougan presented by NUS students too. It's really look nice from this view.

Another 1 from NUS, swirling peanut and kaya together. Cool!

Jam~ Not sure which students from this institute present this. haha

Lastly, chrispy bagua from SP I think?

It was a fascinating experience! No doubt, all of us have learnt a lot of things through this project. And thanks to the lecturers that supported and worked along with us. =) Looking forward to the meal we prepare for you all next week. ^^

ZZzzZzzzZzzz

2011-11-02T11:59:00.003+08:00

This picture explains what I feel like to do now although I am still having lecture now. I want to sleep as much as I can. Seriously lack of sleep these days. Mentally and physically exhausted almost every day recently.

29/10/2011

2011-11-01T10:13:00.006+08:00

Went to Nic's brother wedding ceremony last Saturday at Restaurant Pekin Johor Jaya. Hahahahahaha. I was the one who wore exactly like going to pasar malam AS..... I wore slippers. Xp Who knows all of them dressed soooo nicely. No doubt, they kept laughing at me even before I got in the car. And the FIRST THING I did when I reached the dinner hall was finding anyone who was wearing slippers. Haha, luckily I was not the only one. I found a women wearing slippers within few seconds once I entered the hall. Nothing much to talk about the wedding ceremony. Congrats to Nic's bro and his official wife now. We could sense their happiness. <3 So sweet~

Straight after the wedding ceremony, we went to Jusco TC to watch a movie recommended by WeiLi -- Paranormal Activity 3.

It's an horror movie which I don't feel like to watch as I really dislike watching horror movie. BUT my comment towards this movie is：Horrible movie, it's not nice AT ALL. Watching the camera rotating for almost an hour without any scary scenes. To be accurate, it has a few scary scenes, but they are not scary to me. And the ending is sucks. Overall, it's a super boring movie and allow me to say this, this is the lousiest movie I had ever watched.

It was about 12.30am when we finished watching the movie. Still.. Didn't feel like to go home. Well, went for mamak stall for supper although all of us were full yet our main aim was to chat for sure.

A fun + nice day being with all of you!!

Writing this post in English due to the request from Jie Lin. =P

爬墙

2011-10-28T21:31:00.003+08:00

出门没有带钥匙对我来说是常有的事情

所以偶尔没有门进也是很正常的事情

今天也是这样咯

在我家对面的公园等着我爸回来帮我开门

那里知道他有事

就等咯

等到下雨了

有人叫我爬墙

哈哈哈哈

说真的

如果不是他的提议

我忘记了我可以这样做

还可能傻傻在外面淋雨

没办法

太久没有爬墙了

所以忘记我可以这样做了

记得我以前小学总是没有门进

不知道爬了多少次

事隔多年

我不会做人

2011-10-25T09:25:00.005+08:00

有时候觉得很多事不想说

而选择不要说

在生活中很多这种情况

不管在什么时候什么时间什么地点都可以发生

我其实不是很清楚我自己怎样看待这个问题

深思过

可是还是拿不到答案

不说的时候，别人会说什么事情都藏在心里

什么事情都不说的话别人如何知道你的想法

说的话，总觉得自己会让别人难受

对方又会怎么想呢

可是问题就在不同人看待这问题的方向也不同

有没有双赢的局面？

总是很天真的希望

有时候又觉得我很自私

不知道在某些情况下我是否真的有替别人着想过

有时候很讨厌自己的态度

有时候觉得错明明就在自己

想改变的时候

自己却又没有在尽力

我就是很矛盾

对什么事情都很矛盾

我不会做人

我想我还要很努力的学习

如何做人

无题

2011-10-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

不重视

结果怎样都不介意

太重视

一些小批评/挫折都会受不了

做人不要太执着

清楚知道这个道理

只是知道和能不能做得到是两回事

有时候是失望的

只是习惯性的不把心里话说出来

不知道是好事还是坏事

很多事情总是在忍

可能我没有跨出第一步的勇气

辩论赛

2011-10-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

很久没有看辩论赛了

今天去南院看了第7届中华杯

看了三场

还是最喜欢看今天第一场半决赛

马大对垒博特拉大学

那种势均力敌

猜不出赛果的感觉很妙

很短

因为懒惰写

无趣的星期六

2011-10-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

很闷很显很无聊不开心心情不好什么事情都不想做不知道要做什么对什么事情都不感兴趣连我最爱看的查案港剧都没有兴趣总之就是很pek cek

我又做梦了！

2011-10-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

今天

2011-10-14T23:58:00.005+08:00

忙碌的一个星期终于过去了

今天也放松了一下

这个星期我好像典型的上班族

每天早到迟退

7点多起身，最早8点多到家

今天啊..两点多就free了咯

终于去吃到seoul garden了

根本在没有饿的情况下去吃

不过不错啦

我吃了很多虾

我的最爱<3

这个很经典..哈哈..

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其实我觉得我的缺点很多

仔细想想..应该真的很多

可是性格这一方面的事情很难说

有人改得掉

有人改不掉

也有人以为自己改了,事实上还是那样

我有时候很讨厌我自己

真的讨厌的那种

不喜欢不会第一时间说出来

拖了一段时间才在后悔当初不说出来

不要也不会第一时间拒绝

不开心有时也不会表现出来

还硬笑笑说没事

有时就是说了不开心也不会说出理由

总之很多很多

不知道我是哪一根筋不对

还是我不擅于表达

或是我很喜欢隐藏我自己

有时候不想让别人知道我心里的想法

不想表现出来

可是总是在很矛盾的情况下

又希望别人了解我的感觉，知道我在想什么

我知道这很矛盾

不说别人怎么会知道

可是这就是我

感觉有始至终从来没有改变过

不知道

2011-10-13T23:55:00.003+08:00

我也不知道我现在要写些什么

就是突然有感触

通常我写blog都是因为临时的感触/心情不好无处写

所以就到这里写了，这就是为什么我的blog很多很emo的post

不是我整天很emo

只是因为我很emo的时候就想写部落

上一秒不知道下一秒发生的事情

人生啊，就是一个变数

每时每刻都可能会有突发状况

有人说我很乐观

也有人说我很悲观

可是对于我而言，我不是乐观也不是悲观

又或者我既乐观又悲观

不会期盼还没到来的事情

期望越大，往往失望也会更大

没有期望，至少失望也会降到最低

相信很多书都有写着对自己有自信

positive的想法会改变结果

可是我没有很赞同

积极的做法也许会让你更努力地完成一些事情，会把事情做得更好

可是positive的想法如何改变结果

那只是一个心理的因素

不是说我悲观，不是说我不会有positive的想法

只是人还是实际点好

积极的想法和发白日梦感觉上也只是一线之差

况且心理的好受也不代表现实生活中就能成功

临睡前的update

2011-10-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

只是想说这几天很累

今天心情很不好

忙碌的日子已经开始了

也会一直持续下去

超快读过的假期让我不知道该如何期待下一个假期的来临

只能加油咯

2nd Year 2nd Semester

2011-10-10T09:01:00.006+08:00

My timetable for my new semester. ZzzZZzzzz, I don't like the timetable.... Especially for Monday and Friday ><

很讨厌

2011-10-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

我觉得我很奇怪

有时候明明不想做的事情

很多时候，第一时间我并不会拒绝

就是要逼我自己去做

纵使有时候真的很不情愿

以前是这样

现在也是这样

也许这就叫做

江山易改，本性难移

Odd + new fashion

2011-10-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Had an interview skills training in this early morning. Reached school too early. Supposed to be there at 9am, I reached there at 7.40am?! LOL.. I am such an early bird. And therefore, does it mean I can readily eat worm? lol

Thought it will be a very terrifying session, but maybe due to the factor that all of us were not well-prepared, everyone seemed to be in that level, thus, it was not too scary overall.

Went for the kaya trial straight away after the training. Lots of improvement today yet at the same time, there are lots of things we haven’t done yet. =(

HAHAHA. I wore formal suit for the training with blue colour top, black colour skirt and black colour high heels. Straight after the training, I changed my skirt and high heels to track bottom and covered shoes in order to run trial in the laboratory. And I looked funny with this type of wear!!! Absolutely, who will wear a formal blue colour shirt with track bottom and covered shoes. Sounds and looks so unusual. BUT it's my NEW FASHION! haha

没有胃口！

2011-10-04T20:24:00.007+08:00

没有胃口没有胃口还是没有胃口

从上个星期就这样咯

我是怪人一个

一时吃很多很多很多的那种

多到有时我自己都觉得很夸张

记得有一个晚上，8点多吃了1set KFC套餐(有一大块鸡肉，饭，有水，有mashed potato)

不会觉得饿了

过后看我爸吃砂煲鸡饭又很想吃

吃了半煲，又吃了3/4盘外面炒的菜

可是不会觉得很饱><

一时又很没有食欲

没有食欲倒有点夸张的那种

像昨天早上的kaya puff,吃了半块就很饱了

下午的烧肉贩，1盘烧肉贩都吃不完就超超超饱了

结果最后还浪费食物

现在也是，明明上一秒很饿

下一秒吃了几口就饱了><

总而言之

我是个非常极端的怪人！

看到这张图片很可爱：

标题：Help me.. cute的咯

Nasi Lemak 2.0.. 宣告破产！

2011-10-02T22:18:00.005+08:00

啦啦啦..拖了很久，终于看到这部电影啦..话说，本来要去CS看的，今天两场都给我爆满！有没有搞错..上映了那那那那么久的戏还可以爆满！真的是很叫座的一部电影..结果跑到去U mall看..幸好那里没有爆满啦..只是时间有点不对..2.30pm到，4.45pm才做..U mall又是那种没有地方逛的shopping centre.. ><

好啦..反正要买formal wear,就去附近的jusco Taman U呗.. ZZZZZZzzzzZZZzzz找一个parking不懂绕了几圈，至少有3，4圈咯..也花了至少15分钟..里面好像真的没有什么咧..找不到合适的..算了..当作浪费时间过后回去看电影..

哈哈哈哈哈..电影院播错戏..nasi lemak 变成johnny english..觉得奇怪，可是听到隔壁那一对情侣也在说，就肯定是播错戏了..过后当然是播会正确的戏咯..其实没有很大的惊喜，可能是johnny english真的太好笑了..在看完johnny english后看nasi lemak 2.0没有什么特别大的反应..可能笑点不够强..总的来说，是不错的啦..

AAAaaaaahhhhhhh..我真的觉得我要破产了..短短的一个星期我的开销超过RM500..T.T 假期就是这样的咯..没有变.. ><

还有就是今天有点down，好像很突然的down.. >< 女生就是善变？ XP 只是个借口吧

3天3夜之旅

2011-10-01T20:39:00.023+08:00

这个嘛

不记下来的话以后可能很难回味

毕竟我的老人痴呆症有恶化的趋势.. XP

第1天(27/9/11)

本应该在7:45am到larkin总站的，时间还是我自己定的。结果迟到的也是

我！哈哈..塞车啊！不过我迟到到很刚刚好噢，我还在为此而感到荣幸叻lalala..8.05am到那里，

还赶到8点的巴士上马六甲，而且一上巴士就开车了~

惨咯，老人痴呆症犯了..到那里是几点我忘记了..应该是介于10.30am到11am的。没关系，这个不重要。打理好一些东西后原本应该直往jonker,可是该死，忘记买晚上去槟城的票，只好回去sentral先咯。我又再次坐上马六甲“豪华”巴士，那种感觉还是一样的

午餐：鸡饭粒，两个人才吃了10粒饭粒，好像有够少哦？因为有人说他至少要吃7粒的~

大热天，我们都要溶了啦！我期待已久的durian cendol那一档竟然没有开，随便啦..只好吃隔壁那一档，味道也不会相差太太太远吧..1碗durian cendol，1碗mango cendol..在这种大热天吃真的很有满足感..虽然星期二下午的jonker没有星期五，六，天晚上的jonker来得好走，不过对我来说已经很不错了 =D

我可是在那里找到武林秘籍的哦..太幸运了！找到太多江湖上失传的武林秘籍了..看来我可要好好修炼一番..

下一站前往capitol satay celup~还以为很近，哪里知道是远到~~~~~~事实上应该不会很远，只是我们绕太大圈了..哈哈..

路线: jonker --> 绕回jonker几次 --> 红屋 --> Datarn Pahlawan --> Capitol satay celup

真的不是普通的远，算来算去，大概花了整一个多接近两个小时在走去那里。脚要断掉了>

只能说：“啊！我的体力真的很不好了！”

在前往目的地的当儿还在想是否今天会没有营业。庆幸的是我们这段路没有白走，到的时候也没有很长的人龙，只是排了区区半个小时的队。我竟然因为肚里填满那甜死人的mcdonald strawberry milkshake而搞到我没有什么食欲。这个就是最大的败点！不过还是不错吃，是有满足感啦..好大一只虾才RM0.80..不多吃几只真的很对不起自己！而我真的很对不起我自己><要怪还是怪milk shake XD

迟到好饱啊..就来散步散步吧~再走回去dataran pahlawan,然后在那里附近的shopping centre逛..最满足的还是那件超可爱的衣服 <3 <3

不早咯~刷牙洗脸就要回去sentral搭9.30pm前往penang的巴士了~很恶心的一件事就是今天没有冲凉！又流很多汗，整个就是粘粘的 ><

第2天(28/9/11)

啊！原本估计6am这样才会到penang,鬼懂4.o0am这样就到了~

还停在那种狗不拉屎鸟不生蛋的地方。又是暗到......有恐怖到咯！拖了几下终于收不了了，离开那个巴士总站乱走，竟然在对面街看到budget hotel..如果价钱不是很贵就随便吧~果然不是很贵..可惜7点才可以check in..随便咯~好过另一间要等到2pm的..在lobby那里坐着睡咯，坦白说睡姿应该是很丑的，好像蚯蚓一样整个人缩在一起睡在一个椅子上..也算幸运吧？还是我的睡姿真的太丑了？那个接待处的人看不下去了，竟然让我们在5.30am这样check in.. woohoo~太棒了！第一件事当然是继续睡觉，而不是冲凉，虽然说很肮脏是真的><

不知不觉睡到11点多。没办法，我们的房间没有窗，没有阳光的照射，不管几点钟都很像晚上。哈哈..终于冲凉咯！先去买会新山的票以免回不去。

第一站：Komtar！（槟城的巴士超有新加坡巴士的feel）

肚子是饿的咯..来到槟城当然要吃到地美食咯..午餐吃了碗鸭饭..嗯嗯..真的不错，有好吃到..可是槟城人都说福建话，虽然我是福建人，可是很羞耻的说，我不会听也不会讲福建话啦><搞到好像跟他们有代沟似的，因为他们好像也不怎么听得懂我们的华文..结果好象外国旅客这样，以英文沟通反而比较容易

吃了午餐前往penang times square,里面的店是少到~全部没有开店..原以为我们太早到，不对啊，那时都已经1点这样了..随便从楼下逛到楼上一轮-->走人..搭free shuttle bus去观音寺..我的妈啊！我竟然笨到把极乐寺和观音寺搞乱

再回去komtar搭巴士前往升旗山，很久没有搭缆车咯~很可惜的是没有看到猴子。还是一样到处走啊走啊走~

上升旗山的时候（那个人坐在前面不会觉得恐怖的咩？）

在山上似乎可以看到整个槟城，很漂亮的说~

下山的时候是有比较恐怖一点的feel~

好啦..下一站前往极乐寺..虽然有地图，可是怎么都觉得地图很难解啊..也许是我太差了..XD看地图以为从升旗山去极乐寺很靠近，事实上是蛮近的。只是对走路的，又不懂short cut还是真正的路线的我们来说，真的是很远，好像爬上山那样。到了那里，好像在装修，没有什么开，直接整个人累掉。

人家说旅行会越吃越肥，我觉得我是旅行走路走太多，流汗流太多，卡路里消耗太多瘦掉咯==

又回去komtar咯,到komtar附近找到地美食。虾面普普通通，炒kueyteow不错，蚝煎真的很赞！

啦啦啦，终于要回酒店咯..原本应该搭401的（还有很多巴士可以回到去，只是那时不知道），

真是的，因为等不及，巴士太难等了结果跑去搭401E..啊！噩梦的开始..到了一个应该很靠近我们hotel的地方，事实上它又很远啦..真的很白痴咧..同样的错犯超多遍的。我可以很确定的说我真的不可以一个人背包旅行，不然去到哪里都不知道走到哪里方向在哪里根本就不知道..幸好走在我旁边的那一个人会带路，哈哈..我的带路可信度也完全被他质疑。不过这样也好，不然我真的很会带错路.. =P

第3天(29/9/11)

没有睡到很熟..7早8早就起来睡不回..不懂做莫..磨磨蹭蹭拖拖拉拉，11点多check out去吃我们的早餐，又是虾面，蛮小碗的，很没有饱足感可是很便宜是真的，才RM2.70一碗，所以不要埋怨那么多..

今天，不打算再搭巴士啦！决定租车！只知道USM那里有的租车，只好先搭巴士前往USM..哈哈哈哈哈..又搭过一站..本来在USM那一站要下车的，觉得很像校园，结果还是错过了><可是一下过站的那一站就看到可以租车，还在庆幸踏破铁鞋无觅处，得来全不费功夫的当儿，陷进去问了价钱才打算..我妈啊..真的不行啊..太贵了，myvi一天大概要RM150左右,又不能租半天的..我们这种low budget的是在不适合，只好硬着头皮在够强烈太阳的曝晒下走回USM..啦啦啦..四个字形容：精疲力尽..可惜我不能进校园，原因：穿短裤..只好靠你进去找啦XD

原来要租一辆车那那那么困难，电话打了又打打了又打，hew~那辆kancil终于来啦..车钥匙好像要断不断那样><是manual的kancil噢！不过当然司机绝对不是我，因为我连auto都驾不好..哈哈..我就享受被人载的滋味吧..首先去打油，绕了很久才找到油站。我是真的有在担心它会半路突然没油停在路边的，不过没有发生这种事。要不然会很麻烦！

该死的..今天竟然跟我不舒服><起初喉咙很痛，过后跟我头痛轻微感冒.. =( 原本的计划是去蛇庙还有waterfall的，可是有人说蛇庙里没有蛇，索性不去啦..先开着那辆脆弱的kancil去queensbay mall,没胃口之下两个人只吃了2个JCO donut和一个KFC mashed potato..其实也只是我没有胃口啦..

过后又回到komtar那里逛街..是真的不舒服咯..感觉要死不死，走路没力又很冷><在那里也耗了几个钟..印象很深刻的一间店：东touch..结论：我们真的很会迷路..哈

哈哈！

晚餐时间要到咯..这次去远一点--> Pulau Tikus night market..

终于买了panadol acti fast,一吃没多久就感觉好很多了..有点打广告的嫌疑..哈哈..然后我也很白痴的不吃当地美食，反而叫sushi来吃..不过说真的，那里的卤面和菜头糕真的很so so..话说那里的菜头糕叫做炒粿角..

吃饱本来要去打包rojak的，可是那条路就是怎样走都走不对，整个旅途很大的一个问题！只好直接去买到地土产，要不然好像两手空空的感觉..很奇怪，不买就不买，一买就买很多..本来要parking了一起去买的，可是竟然看到一个人在开saman，够迟了咯，整7点了还开saman..=.=''

现在问题来咯！不懂怎样回USM那里，绕了应该有3次咯，还是错，将错就错，看到jelutong跟着走，乱来一通，结果我们成功咯！好像还太早，车又还有油，拼命转圈圈游车河..原本还以为要等那个人来收车，因为那个人不是普通的摸所以只好提早咯，结果把车park在那里就可以了，钱什么放在里面就可以了..搞到好像他不担心反而是我在替他担心..

好啦，就这样回去sungai nibong咯..等待10.30pm的巴士回新山..病人就是这样，一直觉得很冷，吃了药就睡觉咯..一直翻来翻去可是却很容易入睡，只是辛苦了我旁边那一位..应该算是被我折腾了一晚吧..7点多就到larkin咯,一件很恶心的事！早上漱口罢了就吃mc donald早餐..哈哈..

8点多回到家咯，终于，有时没有冲量直接睡，一睡睡到1点多..破我记录啊！超小几率会睡到超过12点的><

久久去玩一次，真的感觉很不错^^

有人不懂死火了几次.. =P

我真的很累

2011-09-26T00:01:00.001+08:00

我真的很累

我只想要休息片刻

就快喘不过气了

T.T

2011-08-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

totally no mood now..sienz

another day to go, but kinda bored. don't know what am I doing

haven started revising till now.

well, i think it won't be what i expected

so better be well mentally prepared when it comes.

this is the consequence i have to face

W.A.L.A.O

2011-08-09T12:52:00.006+08:00

现在处于很不爽的状态
正确来说
应该是最近一直有事情搞到我很不爽！

干脆自己做完所有东西不是更好
免得期待落空！
KNS!

心情

2011-07-23T11:58:00.002+08:00

最近心情不是很好
有时候很容易烦躁
不要说我是更年期
因为还离我很远=D

一直有种被压抑的情感
释放不出

Random

2011-07-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

7月22号了
时间过得真快
最近很忙真的
时间很不够用
睡眠也不足够
总是有很深的睡意
最近一直在折磨自己
虽然不是我的意愿，但是我却纵容自己这样对我自己
这只是种过程

家里进老鼠
重点是在我房间！
好像被我宣传到几乎很多人都知道了
可是抓到了
是它自己自投罗网
跳进桶里面然后爬不出来

早上睡不醒
睡迟了一个小时
meeting在8点，7点起身
以我家和学校的距离根本来不及
飙得很快
最后也只迟了大概3分钟
穿着那双要我命的鞋子
真得很痛

晚上买了双新鞋子
感觉真得舒服多了

12点钟

2011-07-21T00:00:00.003+08:00

现在是12点钟
颇有睡意但是最终还是会拖到很迟才睡
回想起之前一直叫某人早睡觉
结果现在某人每天都很早睡
反倒是我很迟睡

之前嫌自己太闲空，某人却很忙没什么时间理我
现在却是我的时间不够用很少跟你联系

很奇妙
也只不过隔了一小段时间
似乎很多事情都颠倒了

世事也是如此
往往在你好不经意的情况下改变
有时会让人防不胜防
与其这样说
倒不如意另一个角度来看待
准备功夫不足够
没有危机感

往往成功不是必然的
失败也不是偶然的

最近压力很大
事实上应该不必要那么压力
只是我给了自己很大的压力

熬过去就好了
相信我这不算什么难题
比起其它更艰难的问题

没什么
只是还想强调现在是12点钟
无意义的强调

The Entire Week

2011-06-10T10:22:00.003+08:00

I've no idea why am I being such gloomy for the entire week. Most of the time, people understand themselves by knowing what’s in their mind, why do they have such feeling in different situations and etc. But when they are depressed or even in normal conversation, they often start off the word with “I don’t know what happened to me……” " I don't know......" The word “I don’t know” not necessary meaning that the person really doesn’t know what’s happening, yet hardly express or doesn’t wish to bring up the matter. No doubt, I am this kind of person.

Simply answer “I don’t know” or “nothing” without even hesitate for few seconds what’s really happening on me.

People easily get more emotional especially when they are down. Take others word seriously even though it might only be a joke. Require few comforting words from someone is more than enough. At least you know there is someone who care for you, who is willing to cheer you up.

Shouldn't or to be more accurate, can't blame anyone, no one knows exactly what you are thinking unless you say it out. Or else, keep it to yourself regardless emotional change or all the other things.

当一个人

2011-06-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

当一个人没有心情的时候
他什么都做不了
静坐在椅子上
双眸凝望着电脑荧幕
脑海浮起另一个画面

什么都没做
像在等待什么
可是事实上
什么都没有

想在期待什么
可是却想不出期待的理由

静坐在那里发呆
看着时间一分一秒地过去
没有感觉
似乎失去了所有感觉
没有痛楚
但太不合逻辑了

一切都是假的
一切都是虚幻的

p.s :
不知道我在写什么
脑海浮现什么
我就写什么

吃很多！

2011-06-08T21:28:00.002+08:00

最近胃口好到很不像样
虽然我最近的心情是极度的不好
很极端的两件事
可能是暴饮暴食？不，我相信不是

上个星期五
就连我自己也吓到，也觉得有点夸张
一set kfc过后还可以吃砂煲鸡饭和4分之三盘的菜
误导我爸
以为我根本还没有吃晚餐

今天也是很丰盛
哈哈哈哈哈

我的食欲不要那么打了啦
虽然食欲不大的时候也吃得不少
可以食欲大的时候真的很不得了
口袋会破洞的

肥不肥我倒是不在乎
虽然有一个人一直在嫌我肥 T.T

差劲

2011-06-07T12:27:00.001+08:00

有想法
但不一定会实行

该面对
但总是在逃避

该争取
往往却会退缩

该发言
却存在许多顾虑

该拒绝
却不知如何启齿

该努力
却总是怠慢

该放下
却总是耿耿于怀

该耐心
却总是不耐烦

相信还有很多很多
总之
一句话：我就是这样差劲！

Blur

2011-05-25T12:15:00.003+08:00

Very blur these days.. T.T

Woke up very early in the morning and reached school at 9.30am, thought that the class started at 11am yet it actually started at 1pm.

Forgot to bring my covered shoes back from Sg also. Nearly no covered shoes to be worn during practical class. Was forced to wear my mum's covered shoes, it was too tight. Suffered. =(

Thought an activity is going to be held tomorrow, yet it's on next Wednesday. It was clearly stated in the email and the teacher incharged said that few times before too. Yet I still called her early in the morning, told her I can't make it tomorrow. ==

Missing you

2011-05-22T19:18:00.005+08:00

虽然很想找你...可是不想打扰你~
知道你累了...今晚早点休息吧...
有时候不知不觉都会有这种感觉..
只是今天可能感觉特别强烈？
不知道...

明天就要开始过四个月有规律的生活了..
省下我的唠叨..哈哈

这是第一篇专属于你的post咧...

这里

2011-05-20T22:49:00.003+08:00

很奇怪
总是在心情不是很好的时候来到这里
不自觉地
无事不登三宝殿
我的blog = 三宝殿

通过文字抒发自己的情感
总比总是闷在心里的好

最近飘着一种风,emo风

脑子里装满了一箩箩的想法，问题
我的缺点就是有时会为一件小事耿耿于怀
不是什么，没有别的，只是怪自己
总觉得是我的问题
是我做不好，是我不够努力

总是告诉自己
何必那么缅怀过去的事情
何必在意那一段已经不会再重来的事情
一点用意都没有
我知道这一些我都知道
我很会自我安慰
但是下一刻
我知道我是在自欺欺人
始终过不了自己那一关
也许我就是执着
对一些事情的执着
也许就是改变不了的

似乎很久没有放松自己了
彻底的放松
每天的行程似乎很满
总是有做不完的事情
加上我的懒惰更不用再说了

很想
很想放松一下
现在没有要求很多
只是很想找个时间去唱k
看有谁愿意或有那个时间陪我

HAIZ

2011-05-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

HAIZ.. just haiz..

(guess this is the shortest post I've ever posted)

Random

2011-05-06T17:01:00.004+08:00

Kept dreaming for the past few days. I used to dream of ridiculous things. Not even one make sense. Lol. Addicted to sleeping these days. XD Don't wish to get up every morning, but was forced to. Though I start my class today at 1pm today, but I woke up at 6.50am instead of 11am or even 12pm?? I seriously don't want to wake up so early every morning laaaa... (roar) lol

Project, assignment, report, test, activities coming together. ><

Haha, I am actually blogging during the Biostatistic lecture now. Almost everyone is beh song with her now as for some certain reasons. Lol.

Ok, got to concentrate now.

原来我不快乐

2011-03-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

茫然
不知道那是不耐烦？伤心？生气？还是绝望？

不知道心里的想法
内心的感受
我
失去了我自己

事情一再再地重蹈覆辙
我还能相信什么？
还能有什么希望？

只希望在梦里沉睡
睡觉会让人失去知觉

失去某些情感未尝不是件好事

Open House 2011

2011-03-12T20:33:00.004+08:00

Went to NUS and NTU today for the 1st time. Didn't really interested to go actually, but just to accompany my Jiejie and her friend to go as they are not yet familiar with Singapore. The 38 Ah Teng wanted to go for no reason. Maybe she wanted to see me? haha. We met at bus stop and took the bus together to JB custom. I forgot that they don't have the student pass. Paiseh ah, Ah Teng, let you waited for such a long time.

Took MRT to Boon Lay station and took 179 to NTU. Hahaha. I didn't know which station to stop at. At the meantime, I overheard a passenger saying that "we will reach after next two station". I thought they were referring to the location of NTU open house as we reached NTU campus already at that moment. AIYO.. It was such a BIG mistake. I stopped at the hostel. == No point, we walked to the NTU hall then. It was quite a long distance actually. Don't know why, I kept taking bus to the wrong bus station these days. Nothing much to mention about the open house, just that we took a lot of things. lol. Someone saying that I am auntie, yet denying he is uncle.

Next station, we went to NUS. I met the noobie! Si-noobie(snoopy) Sean. haha. He went to toilet for such a long time, caused me to waste my $0.70. =( Nothing special to talk about also la. I lost my bet. Zzz

Another thing is that the Green tea bottle made my toe "o-che". Pain......

Tomorrow I will be free for the whole day le. But the 何大少爷 will have to do many things. Next week he will be coming back, but I will be busy for the entire week. Bad timing la. And I want durian cendol leh~ Fed-ex for me la. LOL. The last thing I want to say is...... You should know lo. SLEEP EARLIER......

Hectic~~

2011-03-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

I am at Yoke Teng's house now. Her house got a lot of things to eat. =) Went to Northpoint just now, shopped for nothing. And now doing nothing also. Lol. She asked me to write that she treats me very well. Hahaha.

Going to have a hectic lifestyle. Working, activities, discussion and piano class. Yoohoo. Hope that I won't get fainted. And soon I think my holiday will be end. 1 month of holiday can pass very fast.

阴

2011-03-09T20:42:00.002+08:00

不是阴天
但心情像阴天一般阴

不爱夏天
却喜欢那种热情奔放

独爱雨天
落泪却不是我的专利

渴望冬天
但是不希望将心冻结

盼望晴天
却怕晴天霹雳的情景

此刻的心情就像枫叶离开枫树那种茫然的感觉
心在想什么我也不清楚

Working at Changi Airport

2011-03-08T22:01:00.003+08:00

Yoohoo. This is an unusual experience for me, I think as well for the others. We are assigned a job to promote flight to brazil at Changi Airport. Before this, I've never been to Changi Airport. Well, it's a nice place. Okay, we actually work from 11am to 12am. No doubt, it's 13 hours and rest time is 1 hour per day.

The 1st day I started to work is the day before yesterday. The 1st day was still okay, not really tiring. I did something I can't forget throughout my life! I slept alone at Changi Airport for a night. It was 12am and all of they went back to JB, I stayed alone as I had to work for another day. Others said I was crazy as I can stay at Bedok but I didn't choose to go back and spend a night at my relative's house. Some said I was brave? But actually I am timid cos I don't dare to go home alone as I find it's not really safe. I rather choose to stay at Changi as I know Changi is a safer place to sleep. The 1st thing I did after I finished working was....... Massaged my legs using the OSIM machine provided there and surf internet. I can't fall asleep that day until about 3am. The polices came and checked me when I was half-way sleep. I showed them a super blur face. Haha. I was woken up by a little boy early in the morning. About 7.30am. Nothing to do. Had Mc donald as my breakfast and I drank 4 cups of tea. Lol

Then it came to the 2nd day. Nothing special during the 2nd day. It was a Monday, and less crowded. I can say that we chatted a lot during the working time. Xp But my legs were super pain at about 11pm. =( Rushed for the last bus and luckily we were on time. Missed a station somemore. Swen and me were forced to walk for a long distance. Paiseh a. >< We passed by a park and saw a weird guy talking to the air. It was SCARY!! No doubt, my heart beat was accelerating that time. He was staring at us. I feel scare even right now when I think of it. We walked faster to reach the lift and were finally relieved when we got in my aunt's house. Phew~ This is why I RATHER STAY AT AIRPORT THAN GOING HOME ALONE and walk for the 5 minutes distance.

Came in back JB this early morning. Extremely tired. And again, I missed a station. ><
8 more days to spend at Changi Airport. Wish me luck, and don't get sick. Haha.

睡不好，很累

2011-02-25T08:31:00.003+08:00

话说

下个星期以就考最后一张paper了

对于考试现在好像越来越没有感觉了

还是一样临时抱佛脚

只是有时候真的读到超显

拼命打电话跟人家聊天

哈哈，还是第一次考试考到这样

昨天明明就一整天睡不够

搭巴士回家的时候都想睡

重点是没有位子给我坐，很挤所以睡不到

那个司机的烟味又是臭到......

回家12点之前就睡了

结果4点起身

睡不回去，搞到5点多才睡回去

7点多又起来

睡不回去了啦

虽然现在还很累==

Exhausting

2011-01-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

OMG! I am really getting busier these few weeks

A lot of assignments, projects, quiz, presentation test coming......

Yet these 3 days I still went out till at night only I reach home

gosh, no wonder I can't finish thoseee things

有感而发

2011-01-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

本来很有一股冲动想写blog的

突然有很懒惰写

不过最后还是决定写

其实很早之前就有这种想法和感觉了

只是不知道为什么今天的感觉如此的强烈

人对人很容易产生偏见

有了偏见，即使一个人再好

好的事物在对方眼里也只是虚伪，掩饰

而往往这时候道理是不存在的

为什么很多人就是不能不拘小节？

很小的事情也能够搞得如此严重

如果真的不认同

大家坦诚相对不就好了？

为什么要各自私底下恶言相向

根本解决不了问题

当一方发生问题时，另一方可以完全不理会

甚至认为根本无需要帮他们

体谅宽恕不是更好

有时候不了解也不想去了解

完毕！

今天跟玉菁和惠菱聊天

从2点到接近9点！

哈哈哈

很过瘾

Changi Aloha Trip

2011-01-04T12:51:00.002+08:00

话说，昨天早上很早就起床了。原以为星期一进新加坡早上会堵车堵到爆，所以特别早起身出发（其实也没有很早，7点才到kastam），约9点在AMK Hub NTUC见。谁知一路通畅无阻，算是好事啦，8点出就到了，没有事做啊，乱逛。另外一个人也很早到，耗了耗时间，人到齐，买菜！买必需品！我们是省钱王叻，精打细算的，边买边用手机计算有没有over budget。第一次去hypermarket买食物买到酱恐怖，我还记得单单是准备晚餐的食物就花了$146.45。

买完东西回学校准备食物，当然是在food science的lab。洗菜，切蒜......那个洋葱！！！切到眼睛很痛啊！然后炒米粉bla bla bla..总之弄完就出发去changi aloha了...到了那边，没有什么感觉..进到去，全部人反应一样--臭到！！！尽然有猫尿..真的是......清理清理，清理完后玩牌，又在下雨。过后还烧乌龟..哈哈..雨有停叻..开始bbq了，sweet potatoes竟然离奇失踪..艺葶才女大显身手哦，又是大胃王又是superstar。老师临走前为了你而留下哦！

过后啊..玩游戏时间！那些游戏是废到......有logic又似乎没有..总之是很不错的..本来2点多还是3点多要去睡了，躺躺一下，实在精神所以又下楼跟他们玩了。可是个个好像越玩越没有精神，索性不玩了，聊天呗..果然，一开始聊就non-stop了，越聊越起劲。大概5点，几乎所有人受不了了，去躺一下，不过没有人是睡着的，除了原本就在睡的那四个。接近6点，去看日出..结果日出看不成反而被蚊子叮，因为选错方向..==真的是累了，回去就睡，睡到9点多起身吃早餐回家。

大概一天就是这样过的。不错，很好玩下，很久没有这样不睡觉了。印象最深刻的还是那些废到不行的游戏，答案果真是出乎预料啊！

Holiday

2010-12-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

Time flies

Holiday again, but I love it

I seriously think that I prefer JB

2 weeks holiday

I guess this holiday will pass very fast also

Got many things to do during this holiday neglect those project, assignment bla bla bla

I don't wish my holiday is fulled of those projects thing lo

Very irritating

Proven that I am sooo lazy

Haha. I admit this always

But going back to school tomorrow to do project

I want more outing le

But yeesin rejected me. =(

She said cos I rejected her twice. lol

This week schedule is full already

Plan for next week schedule soon ba =)

严重糊涂

2010-12-03T18:46:00.004+08:00

我很够力

每天忘记一件事

我自己都顶不顺我自己

星期一

忘记带雨伞进新加坡--小事

星期二

我的laptop留在lecture hall

上完lecture就走人

过后突然想到

已经是过了40+分钟的事情了

紧张到爆

上课上到一半直接冲出去

到那个lecture hall的时候

有人在上课

我看一下我的位子

laptop不在了

吓死我

后来坐在那边的人突然问我是不是我的laptop

然后还给我

真的是幸亏

我的passport还在里面咧==

星期三

google留在practical lab没有拿--也算是小事啦

只是幸好也是我班的人提醒我回去拿

星期四

我跟我朋友说今天不可能会忘记拿laptop了

上完课直接回家

朋友打给我问我是不是不是忘记拿laptop charger

我的妈啊

还真的是

幸好他们又帮我拿了

不然我真的是.............

真的是幸好啊

这个星期糊涂到严重==

转..笑话

2010-11-28T21:52:00.001+08:00

1. 一位在美的留學生，想要考國際駕照。在考試時因為過於緊張，看到地上標線是向左轉。

他不放心的問道：「turn left？」

監考官回答：「right !」

於是他立刻向右轉。很抱歉他只有下次再來。

2. 某人刻苦學習英語，終有小成。

一日上街不慎與一老外相撞，連忙說：「I am sorry.」

老外應道：「I am sorry too.」

某人聽後又道：「I am sorry three.」

老外不解，問：「What are you sorry for?」某人無奈，道：「I am sorry five.」

3. 某男，亦初通英文，至使館，有表要填，有一欄是 sex。

該男思之久已，毅然下筆：once a week。

簽證官觀后暴笑，曰：「This item should be filled in with male or female.」

該男頓時赧顏，思之，填下：female。

官楞之，曰：「Shouldn't it be male?」

男急釋曰：「I am a normal man, so I have sex with female.」

4. 有位女士，個性喜愛佔便宜。

某日紐約曼哈頓名牌衣飾大減價；她去揀便宜，選來選去，終於挑到一件。

但樣式新潮，不敢確定是女裝還是男裝。

正巧一位又高又壯又黑的男服務員朝她走過來。

就用英語問他：「 for Girl or Boy？」

黑人回答：「Unisex！」

她聽成You need sex，豈不是性騷擾？

又怕自己聽錯，露出錯愕懷疑的神情。

黑服務員見狀，一個字母一個字母地解釋：「U – N – I – SEX！」

這次她聽的很清楚You and I Sex，立即找黑人上司理論。

5. 一位老兄獨自到紐約出差。工作之餘，打算看看風景名勝。

為此他查考了大量的資料，選擇去自由女神像。

為了週全，甚至把負責自由女神參觀的聯繫電話都找到了... 666-2613。

當天，他叫了輛計程車準備出發，下面是他和計程車司機的談話；

計程車司機問道：「Where do you want to go, Sir?」

老兄不知道自由女神英文稱為Statue of Liberty，

他想自由應該是FREE，女神大概是WOMAN。於是回答司機「FREE WOMAN！」

司機聽成免費的女人，馬上道：「What？ Oh！Hey man，Here is America，nothing is free！」

老兄：「Oh! How come! I read it from yellow page. See, here is the phone number, sex - sex - sex - two - sex - one - free.」

6. 你會翻譯【How are you】嗎 ?

我想...各位的英文應該還可以....

日前，香港「信報」報導了一則最近在北京流傳的政治笑話 ......

某日，江澤民決心親自為政治局講第一堂英文課，為了要了解學員程度，以便因才施教。

江在黑板上寫了一句英文：「How are you ？」

然後看一看下面的政治委員：「你們誰來說說這句英文意思？」

結果沒人強出頭，江乃欽點沒喝過洋墨水的全國政協主席李瑞環回答

李瑞環想，這幾個單字都認得，只是連在一起沒把握，於是回答說：

「這句話的意思是不是『怎麼？......是...... 你？』」

（註：How=怎麼， are=是， you=你）

總書記聽後，有點哭笑不得，但又不便發作，只好說：

「再來一句試試 ...『 How old are you ？』」

再問李瑞環，於是他如法泡製上一題使用的直譯法，一本正經的回答說：

「 ............ 怎麼老是你？............ 」

7. 中國為了2008奧運，為了提昇全民水平，發明一些無厘頭的英文讀音妙譯，通俗的翻法如后；

sentimental 山東饅頭
electronic 伊拉克戳你
digital 　低級透了
sometimes 三太子
Come on ! Let's go ! 快馬拉死狗!!

不過最離譜的是 ──

What's your name ? 竟然翻成---- " 花枝魷魚麵 "

Blogging

2010-11-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

I love to blog. That's something I love to do few years ago. Reason? I viewed my previous post just now and find that all of them are quite interesting. Many interesting stories that I have jotted down. Luckily I did so. Seldom blog these days, main reason is I don't know what to blog about. It's like nothing special to blog about. That's why I seem to have abandoned my blog for quite a long time.

Aiyoyo. I make someone feel "sour". Paiseh la. @@ I think I really need to clarify something le. It's really quite weird to behave like this if there's really nothing. To that someone hor, got to take good care of yourself la. Don't get tooooo tired. No one take care of you if you fall sick there de leh. Can only support you mentally. =)

睡觉睡过站

2010-11-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
今天是第一次啊
早上8点的课
我5点多就起身了
跟往常一样搭巴士去学校
有时会睡觉有时不会
今天睡着了还睡到超熟
一起来的时候做么巴士酱空了的
往外看，有点不对劲
过站了！！
过了四站
走路回去又太远
算了
再搭多一辆巴士回去

结果8点05分到lecture hall
照时间表来看是迟了5分钟
可是严格上来讲是早到10分钟
因为这个老师有事先说明8点15分才准时上课
超过8点15才是迟到
不懂做么
我好像坐巴士睡过站很兴奋这样==

=========================================
感觉其实现在的你很好
不像以前那样了
会照顾我们了
反而现在是我感到paiseh
感动T.T
对不起，谢谢

Nothing to Do

2010-10-21T16:00:00.003+08:00

Got nothing to do now

Actually I am having lecture, but it's break time now

So never mind. Write blog without proper content. Xp

The lecturer talks sooooo fast.

Suppose to end at 6pm, I guess by 4.30pm he will finish everything already.

Well, it's nice also. Go back home to do something.

Going back to Jb tomorrow lo.

And will be having BBQ at my house on this coming Saturday.

Guess will be very fun. =)

童眼

2010-10-18T15:11:00.002+08:00

上个星期五

10个人一起去看一部3D半夜场的戏--童眼

我的第一次咧

第一次看3D,第一次看半夜场

那时看预告的时候觉得会是很恐怖的一套戏

还觉得不是很敢看

其实还好

不会恐怖

剧情也算不错

只是结局我真的看不懂

其实我好像还是比较喜欢2D

3D的眼镜戴了很不舒服

感觉其实没有差很多

这次坐从前面算起第3排

有史以来坐果最前的一次

感觉是什么？

当然是还是坐后面好

看完戏整一点半了

还去mamak档喝茶

原本看戏前很累想回家

结果看戏后不想回家

我就是这样

出门了就不想回家

在家的时候又不想出门

矛盾到

可是没有变

大家好像都很累了

只是我，nic和璇还很精神

算了

就回家吧

钰欣，你吓我不成功..哈哈哈哈

“为什么你不接我的电话？”

=============================================

现在上完课了

可是感觉太早

不想回家

在图书馆上网下

浪费时间

想写blog的心情

2010-10-08T07:51:00.004+08:00

每次想写的时候
打开了网页
写了一些事情又想写其他事情
想来想去
结果把写了得给删除掉
什么都没有写就关掉网页
这就是我每次写blog的心情
==

28/9/2010

2010-09-29T08:07:00.002+08:00

I was told by a friend that results will be released on 28/9/2010/. I was that panic and brought my laptop to school to check. And the results are ok. Just result of some of the modules are unexpected, some happy but some unsatisfied. Overall, nothing to be so happy about, but at least not disappointed.

Went to Singapore Zoo yesterday. Not for fun, but for community service. We were told last minute that transportation will not be provided, meaning that we gather at school 1st and then take bus/mrt/taxi to go there. So the president of the club suggested us to take taxi to zoo as we were already late. Reached there at about 10.30am, waiting waiting and waiting. Waiting for the HCA people to arrive. Then, don't know why waste a lot of time. zzz. Had our lunch 1st. And it was raining. While waiting for the rain to stop, we had some guessing games. The rain didn't stop at all, ok, so we just went in, saw a few ( it's really a few) animals and performance. It was boring, no doubt. Even the patient said so, felt like didn't do anything then it was already 4pm something. It was time to go home, waited for the bus for a very long time. Took bus to mrt station and last minute decided to come back to jb as there's no work tomorrow.

Quite disappointed to the trip, thought it will be fun & interesting. But I guess the main reason is that the club didn't plan well. Last minute no transportation provided, no Plan B, time also.

Really really really dislike those that play with time. Wonder what is the use of clock/watches. These days face tooooo many people that are not punctual. And think that late for few minutes or even half an hour is not important. Wth. Hate it.

变了

2010-09-22T21:35:00.002+08:00

此时此刻
真的觉得现在的我和以前的我有很大的差别
看了些fb别人对我的comment
这种感觉
千真万确

察觉了这种改变
不再那么疯狂
向往的是以前的疯狂
熟悉的是现在的沉默

一个人度过月圆之夜
就像月亮旁没有星星的陪伴
道理是一样的
只是我不是月亮

Update

2010-09-07T09:26:00.002+08:00

很久没有update了
有时候很想些什么又写不出+一点懒惰
所以索性不要写

这两个星期在考试
可是又好像不在考试那样
很没有study mood是真的
last minute到严重
感觉自己最努力过的考试只有一次
就是spm
想起那时候是很用功的
还整天跟惠菱他们有study group
虽然end up都是有在一直聊天啦
不过至少还是有读到书的

不懂现在在做么
星期四快点过就好
一直没有study mood也不是办法
可是又找不回
这次的考试就是很cacat的啦

久违

2010-07-08T21:30:00.002+08:00

久违了

感触很多
想法很多
梦想很多

现实与梦境始终有很大的差距

梦境里
再艰难的事情都能克服
现实
再渺小的事情也能击败我们

感觉很怪
不知道哪里出现问题

Extreme

2010-05-18T13:54:00.002+08:00

Damn HAPPY and damn SAD these few days. Haha. My feelings were too extreme. Happy because of...... Sad because of......

E-learning week this week, ahh, yet have to go back to Sg o discuss about the presentation. The topic is how to sell a bottle of sand. =.=''

Played bowling yesterday, my first try. Haha. The result was...... Lousy!!! Ate many eggs. Lol. But still fun la.

I want to be happy!! Should be okay de!

Random

2010-05-16T14:28:00.001+08:00

Feel like to blog, but I don't know what to blog. Many things happened for sure, but don't have the idea what to write, what should I write or what shouldn't I write.

Anyway, I also don't know how to describe my life if you ask me so. The most possible answer I will give is so so ba. But is it really so so? Confuse.

Many things occupying my brain and heart yet so hard for me to write all of them and say all of them out. Well, forget about it.

This post doesn't seem to have any main contents. Take it as a simple writing ba..zzz

随笔

2010-05-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

常爱说夜空很漂亮
常爱看着夜空发呆
也许这已是种习惯
看着夜空
感觉看见未来
那种感觉很好

今夜的夜空
格外的黯淡
看不清未来
未来好遥远
似乎遥不可及

脑海出现很多疑问
我不知道
看着这一切切的事实
不知所措
看着他的身影
我很心痛
我该怎样

我什么都不会

Damn RUSH

2010-05-05T20:02:00.002+08:00

Nearly late today. The class started at 9.00am. I reached the lecture hall at 8.59am. Haha. The story begins withhhhh......

I arrived custom at 7am++, and queue to board 170. Usually the longest time for me to board on any of the buses( 17o, CW, 950) is 20 minutes. But what really happened today......... I took 40 minutes to get on the bus!!! Because I usually queue at the "standing lane", the pupil incharged today let 5-8 passengers to board the bus once. Ahhhh. I ended up almost late for the class. No choice, what I did was I asked a couple that were standing at the "sitting lane" whether can let me to queue behind them or not with the reason that I almost late for class. Thanks godness, they didn't reject me. So, I got on the bus directly after that and rushed all the way to my lecture hall. Hew, didn't late.

Meet HL, Swen, Alson and Sheindy today at CS. I miss all of them. Almost cry when I saw Swen and HL. Really really miss them very much. Looking forward to the term break, I want to gather with them!!! Nice having all of you as my friends which makes my life more interesting.

LOVE YOU ALL.....!!!

Left RP

2010-04-30T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, after 2 weeks of studying in RP, I decided to leave there because of some reasons.

But I know quite a lot of them in RP. The times I spent with them were really fun. And they are all very CRAZY!!! haha. Really have a lot of fun there. Nice to meet them all.

By the way, went NYP today. I hope I will get used to it soon and make as many friends as possible. =) The starting always troublesome. Still got a lot of things to do. =(

Started to Feel

2010-04-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

Alright, I have been going to school for 4 days. Tomorrow will be the 5th day. Haha. I started to feel tired already by travelling in and out Singapore everyday. People say you will get used to it as time passes. But what I really feel is that I will become more and more tired as time passes. Isn't it true??

But this "disease" can be treated easily. Just don't sleep too late as what I used to be. And it's actually the time for me to sleep now. Nevermind, I will sleep after I finish blogging.

Ok, my mum was saying that I always give myself too much of pressure. I don't know whether is it true. She advised me not to be too stress in doing everything. I have a thought this few days, maybe what she said is right but I have to think of some solutions to overcome this problem. If not, I might get depression related diseases. Lol.

That's all. It's time for me to sleep. Anyway, I just cannot relax these days, still, thinking a lot of things. Who can take away my brain so that I need not to think anymore.

Topicless

2010-04-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

Well, I think I shouldn't think so much. Thanks my friends for chatting with me today. It is nice having you all as my friends. Erm. Actually three of them I chatted just now, to say it strictly, one of them is my lao gong, one of them is my lao po and another one is my papa. Hahaha. It sounds complicated.

Ya, I have a lot of dreams in my life. Hoping that I really can realise all of the dreams. God bless me please.

Had few dreams or I should say nightmares yesterday and the day before yesterday. I was shocked by them. =.=''

Express

2010-04-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

Okay, didn't come here for quite a long time. Doing nothing now, just feel like to blog. Think of many things these days. Well, I am that kind of person that like to think very much. Even a very simple matter that happens in my life, anyone around me or even someone I don't know, I can still think of that matter. Thinking can make a person become more mature is it? Or it brings more trouble to the person? Maybe both.

Back to the topic, I think many things these days. Something I should think about and even something I shouldn't be bothered about or should I say it's not necessary to think those things. In a dilemma.

Feel like to ask for someone's opinion. But don't know why. When I think of their possible reaction, feel like it's unnecessary to ask anymore because I have already know the outcome.

No main thing I want to say in this post. Just simply express what I want to say.

Tired

2010-03-24T23:41:00.006+08:00

I am tired of all the things you have done.

I am tired of asking you all the stuff I care about.

I am tired of listening to your lies.

I am tired of your behavior that never reflect yourself but keep on blaming the others.

I am tired of seeing a person keep suffering because of you.

I am tired of staying under a roof with you.

I am tired of hoping you will be better.

I am really tired... mentally...
Facing a problem without any solution is indeed miserable.
I have no choice just keep encouraging myself to be optimistic.

Speechless

2010-03-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

What to say??

I don't know.

Speechless.

Simply Write

2010-02-28T21:20:00.003+08:00

I find that I have abandoned my blog for quite a long time. Well, it is time to update. Went to the undang lesson yesterday. The teacher came and fetch me at 6.30am. But the class started at 9.00am. Lol. I woke uo so early yet the class started so late. Omg.

After fetching me at Tmn Molek, the teacher went to Impian Emas followed by Tmn Tun Aminah and finally to Perling, that's the place I got to complete those test. It was already 8.00am when I arrived at there.

The lecturer was quite fun and the undang lesson was not as boring as what my friend said, because we were facing different lecturer. Luckily. Planned to have my undang test today but there is no place for me already. So will be taking the test this Wednesday.

Nothing special about my life these days. Stay at home all the day, quite nice. Anyway, I don't feel bored staying at home. Instead of going out, I prefer to stay at home. =.='' Maybe go out till sienz already ba..

My Story@My Diary

新年

Unfinished Stuffs

I want to sleep

2 Days

最近。很烦

坚持想法

Reflect

No pains, no gains

开心就好

2012

矛盾

❤2年❤

20/12/11 A Visit to Jurong Bird Park

双重人格？

Happy meeting with friends

无所谓

Pissed off

FreeDom

预感

Choice

More to go

pek cek

Easily distracTted

Do nothing

O.o

决定在于你

Rainy day

[粤语] 法证先锋III Forensic Heroes III

16/11/11 SFMA Prize Presentation & Opening Ceremony

6/11/11 Dinner

Random

很不舒服

SFMA Food Concept Competition

ZZzzZzzzZzzz

29/10/2011

爬墙

最近很累

我不会做人

无题

辩论赛

无趣的星期六

我又做梦了！

今天

不知道

临睡前的update

2nd Year 2nd Semester

很讨厌

Odd + new fashion

没有胃口！

Nasi Lemak 2.0.. 宣告破产！

3天3夜之旅

我真的很累

T.T

W.A.L.A.O

心情

Random

12点钟

The Entire Week

当一个人

吃很多！

差劲

Blur

Missing you

这里

HAIZ

Random

最近的脑袋

原来我不快乐

Open House 2011

Hectic~~

阴

Working at Changi Airport

睡不好，很累

Exhausting

有感而发

Changi Aloha Trip

Holiday

严重糊涂

转..笑话